Speed of Light Video (MV)

Saddest thing I ever wrote sometimes
I wish that we never spoke
Watching you as you were afloat
Thinking back and its hard to cope
Call your phone hope its not real
For the past month it's been hard to deal
Living in a violent world for so long
Forgot a person ain't the only thing that can kill
Sitting still this silent chill force of nature it'll remind you still
Should've persuaded you not go
But couldn't do that you were just trying to grow
Life's too short to just move slow
But I wish this pain had an antidote
Wanted us to grow to be old folks
Bore the grand kids with some old jokes
But its not funny how I'm living now
How miss the days i had you around
You saved my life at least a thousand times
And even though you're gone I still call you mine
I do not decline
The life you live with the angels in the sky flying
I know you miss me too when the sky crying
I may have took an L but I'm still trying to
Live my life You and I was making a life
Two months from now you would be my wife
So tell me how do I live my life now oh

Why you had to go so far away take me back in time
I'ma beg you to stay you were my purpose in this life
Regardless of what I say I'm not alright
You left me at the speed of light
There was no time to say goodbye
You left me at the speed of light
There was no time to say goodbye

Every night gets even darker than the night before
I'm waiting up till you walk through the door
These pictures aren't enough for me no more
Why am I doing this to myself you wouldn't want this for me
What has become of me something so beneath the man I used to be
Useless so obsolete but tell me how am I supposed to be with a soul so weak
Far from my peak I'm the valley Wonder how I ever could've been so happy
Whatever you asked me I would do it gladly
You asked me to hold on to faith I know you're moving on to something great
I hope for me that its just not too late
To realize tomorrow's another day
Cause I'm still living yesterday

Why you had to go so far away take me back in time
I'ma beg you to stay you were my purpose in this life
Regardless of what I say I'm not alright
You left me at the speed of light
There was no time to say goodbye
You left me at the speed of light
There was no time to say goodbye
Why you had to go so far away take me back in time
I'ma beg you to stay you were my purpose in this life
Regardless of what I say I'm not alright