[ Featuring LEX ]
Need to be on my own
Need to be left alone
I have to focus on myself and stop entertaining love
It's poison and im addicted too
The best distraction to get me through
Life and emotions, I miss myself but I miss you
Tell me how to let go
Why do I love these hoes
They don't pay your bills
So what's the point?
What you stressing for?
Thinking they gon' love you
It's sad but it's so true
You're chasing the story
Sorry lex I have bad news
Save yourself from your deepest fears
No ones coming to save you
I promise that my dear
Your thoughts are permanent
Just like that scar in your chest
And that tattoo on your wrist
I know that still makes you sick oh
I'm a ball of anxiety
My worries are right beside me
I have zero patience, Let's just do
How bad could it be?
I'm learning the same lesson
I've been thinking about it quietly
I'm always hurting
But you knew that
So I'll shut up entirely
Might mess around and take that risk
Ima do what I want and say what it is
This sadness still stays on my hip
I still think about that time you were at my crib
I need to break the cycle
Break what I thought
Shed my bad habits
And leave these girls alone
Need to be on my own
Need to be left alone
I have to focus on myself and stop entertaining love
It's poison and im addicted too
The best distraction to get me through
Life and emotions, I miss myself but I miss you
Tell me how to let go
Why do I love these hoes
They don't pay your bills
So what's the point?
What you stressing for?
Thinking they gon' love you
It's sad but it's so true
You're chasing the story
Sorry lex I have bad news
Save yourself from your deepest fears
No ones coming to save you
I promise that my dear
Your thoughts are permanent
Just Like that scar in your chest
And that tattoo on your wrist
I know that still makes you sick oh
