KID VI - Rooftop Stories Lyrics

Back up against the wall deep up in my feelings
Writing out the thoughts I never thought were worth spilling
Kind of crazy how my mind can go and change in minutes
Living life a weird way why I'm always thinking
I got a few bad memories
Cause all these people used to try and tell me they were always there for me
I feel better with a melody
And even if death was telling me that its time to rest in peace ill keep writing till I die
I was never told the truth believing all the lies
You can never see me if you only use your eyes
I can't even write up in my own apartment pops never liked the rhymes but
It takes a little patience
I gotta put in work if I finally want to make it
Cause there ain't no excuse homie I been up late and
Early in the morning writing at 3 AM
I put in all this work and then I feel it never show
I met a few people that I never used to know
It never used to come to me but now I'm with the flow
And I need a better pay cause my money kinda slow
I'm a young kid
It makes me think a little different
Couple times I found a bullet on the ground at age 7
Makes you think more mature
Letters reassured
Grinding till I'm f*cking dead I never stop at curves uh
The point of me doing all this music homie was so I could get away (so I could get away)
From the hate and from the streets
Just so I could live my life a very different way uh
Im staring at the rooftops (stories on the rooftops)
Dark lights in my room (dark lights)
Thats why I started music (Started)
And thats how I got on the move (so I got on the move)
Separated from the world I had to find mine
I remember being told that I would never shine
Grew closer to the dark I had a sick mind
But now I'm writing when I can Im only fighting time
Call it something like a ghost I had no ego
And if this story was a model I'm where she goes
I can yap about my life everyday but i'd rather help the kid that don't understand what I mean tho
(Rooftop Stories)