Hey umm it's me
I hope this phone call didn't interrupt anything
I wasn't going to call I mean
I've been kinda sick and I'm just getting over a cold
And I know you been busy at work and stuff so
I just want you to know that I love you
I thought we had it all figured out
I don't want to stand alone
Sometimes sometimes I feel just like I do
Like it's me against the world even when I've got you
So I try to hide this big chip on my shoulder
That only time will heal
Look I'm still fighting for my soul
I think I'm losing cause it's hard for me to open up
No sense of emotion I lost those with every blunt
Gifted with the ways of the force this nigga like Obi-Wan
Mamas only son shining like the moon
Going toe to toe with niggas that constantly bet I lose
No fool but I'm still chasing gold
Fame or sanity they I can't have them both
21 years young moved in back home
Am I doing it wrong I just need answers
Stuck in a position like f*ck do I next
Calling out for help niggas still don't answer
Chasing a dream while working full time is stressful as hell
Overtime got a nigga thinking he losing himself
No sleep people say that I'm killing my health
Well if it cost to be the greatest then I'm paying it well
I don't want to stand alone
Sometimes sometimes I feel just like I do
Like it's me against the world even when I've got you
So I try to hide this big chip on my shoulder
That only time will heal
I'm still going through the motions
It's a niggas birthday but it's hard for me to focus
They tell me to smile young homie it's a celebration
Close to all my dreams but I feel the devil waiting
For me to slip up
My grip ain't that great
In a race with time
I can't keep that pace
Losing inspiration cause my mind is always vacant
In a situation where I'm questioning every decision that I made
Like graduated but I still didn't learn much
Music from the heart
Boy I can't lose that touch
Destined for greatness but where I been at lately
Is a disappointment to the drive I've accumulated
Seeing all my peers slowly growing up
Didn't believe me when I said I was the next up
But I know it'll all come in time
That road to success man is just a steady climb
For real
I don't want to stand alone
Sometimes sometimes I feel just like I do
Like it's me against the world even when I've got you
So I try to hide this big chip on my shoulder
That only time will heal
We'll get past this whole thing
I love you
Bye