Kierij - You Lyrics

No, you'll never feel this way
I know you'll never think the same
And I know you'll never hold my hand
And I know you'll never understand

I watched you bite your lip again
I looked you in the eye again
And I'm feeling kinda shy again
Even when ur talking about that guy again

Your makeup's really tight
And i feel floaty and light
When I think of waking up
With you right next to my side

And I wonder how you sleep
Do you toss and turn at night?
If your hair's a mess in the morning
Will a kiss make it right?

And I think it's kinda strange
That you'll never, ever know
That this song is about you
But I'll just let it go

Because we don't talk that much
But I admire from afar
And your eyes are comparable
To that of shooting stars

And I bet you'll listen to this
And think about that boy
Who makes you rip your hair out
But brings you tears of joy

And I won't think about
Dancing with you in my kitchen
And I won't think about
All the kisses I'm missin'

And I won't think about
Holding you when you're upset
And caressing tear-stained cheeks
While smoothing down your dress

And I won't think about
How you'd look in my sweatshirts
Or the way we'd act in public
While we dance and kiss and flirt

I just want your attention
I want your eyes on me
I want you to see

But I'll go another year
Hiding from the thing I fear
And that's being in love with you

Hang out with the older kids
You take drags from their cigarettes
But I know you never like it much
I know the taste makes you sick

You said, "It's weird having confidence
"And still feeling like an outcast"
I said, "You've never been an outcast
"You just never gave yourself a chance"

So, let me lull you to sleep
Let me hold you in my arms
Let me call you baby
And keep you safe from harm

Cause' you might make me nervous
But you're my good luck charm
And though I may come on strong
I really hope you're not alarmed

And when I look in the mirror
And button up my shirt
I wonder if you think of me
And i wonder if it hurt

When I was with someone else
That didn't happen to be you
And if you've ever felt
The way that I do

About some boy
Or anyone at all
I bet he was handsome
I bet he was tall

He surely wasn't me
But that's more than okay
Because you're next to me right now
And that's more than he could say

I've been back and forth
I've been weeping in my hands
Cause' everything is so far away
That no one understands

But you're right here
You've always been here
And when I look at you
Everything seems crystal clear

But you're not here, are you?
I see you through my
Rose colored binoculars

So, it's not you, it's me
It's always going to be me
Until I can come home to you