Somebody Love Me Video (MV)

It's making me feel insane it's weighing down on my brain
Never numbing the pain my demon was never slain
He told me I'll make a change with Percocets and cocaine
Feeling that nasal drain will pull out all of my pain so pull out all of the pain
Sniff it up cause I need it
Comfortable staying weeded
I don't want to be hurting
Yeah I begged and I pleaded
Looked in his eyes he'd stare again
Pinned me up in his snare again
Feelings of losing everything
Slowly injecting heroine
And don't look me in my eyes
Cause I don't see nobody acid drops done made me blind
And I will always look but only one purpose I find
And it weighs down on me so much pray it don't curve my spine
I witnessed first hand how my friends turned foe
I witnessed first hand all my girls turn hoe
I witnessed 1st hand blood dripping out my nose
But I still can't stop this shit, and I still see it on my clothes, and I still think about it

See I don't like to run and always fail when tryna hide
Cause I spill out my feelings deadly sin upholding pride
The purest form of love is my grandmother in my eyes
And I would probably lose myself the day she die I can't lie man
I'ma be a cold man
Never giving soul man
Run around big things
Screaming on a old man
Man you just don't understand
Shit like that is never planned
I fear if she ever left
I would never talk again
I'ma be a sick thing
Always got to get things
Run around dust bowls
Started I was fifteen
Overdosed at twenty one
Mother looking at her son
I'll never do that again
But the thought forever burns, I'm sorry
I'm sorry
I'm sorry
I'm sorry
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