I stopped praying a long time ago that she'd be my wife
Now I'm praying that she forgive me for all them songs that I write
Got my eyes on a shawty that still has her heart broken
While I keep messing with my shawty boutta leave her heartbroken
God why I do that, how I get here
I noticed I stopped killing my flesh and feeding it yeah
It's killing me in turn so I die, these feelings inside
Remorse, regret, redo, reaching
I don't think I'm strong enough to carry on need Jesus
Help me, I don't think this work is working out cuz I ain't heathy
I ain't even prospering just like the plan you said to me
I know it's not easy give me motivation heavily
I know you set brothers all around me just to strengthen me
How come it feels like my own folks just want to strangle me
And I got this woman over here who loves me so fierce
Can't let me go because she's scared and I just see tears
I know you love me baby
It ain't hard to see but
I can't have my heart broken
Over uncertainty
My God, my God please rescue me
Cause I can't have my heart broken no more
These tears that fall you see me weep
I need you know please like never before