King Kopa - Suddenly Lyrics

Stuck in between should I and I could I?
Do I stay and try or do I spread my wings and fly?
Since the start, I never thought I'd have to say goodbye
But for starters I just question shawty tell me why
Cause we was perfect
In my eyes thought we was working
But then you put that loving on him DAMN you had me hurting
And lowkey I be lurking but I'm back up in my Birkin
A treesh could never understand a King and that's for certain, close the curtains
Cause I can't let these thots get in
I took you for a swim and then I started sinking in
My weapon is my pen
Fighting demons they within
Self-inflicted pain drowned in gin, I'm drunk again, tell me when
Whens my final chapter
This life is hard I seldom do wonder what's coming after
Lost hope in the dreams of happily ever after
I just know that one-day imma have to meet the master
Bring the rapture

Yea I know
This chick she gotta go
1, 2, 3, 4 steps to the door
Didn't know she was hoe
She really hit me low
Thought we was a team, ain't no room for us to grow
I love you but I know
This act it was a show
Lying like a sport would've thought you was a pro, now my heart be like the snow
Cold it's beating slow
Feeling all alone now I don't know where to go
Oh

Could catch me driving down the belt
Tears flowing nobody see it I need some help
Really thinking I could just numb the pain that I felt
Can't think of a way to proceed with these cards I'm dealt
Maybe I could light it up and make these feelings melt
Shawty hit me low it's like she ride below the belt
God I know you saw me but I'm asking do you hear me
Crazy that I heard a voice reply to tell me clearly, Son you nearly
Slipped up on the wrong one
Love is like a drug when you lose it hit like a shotgun
At times we focus on the outcome
Can't forget the God cause we wouldn't be here without em
Put us through the pain there's a purpose in all the madness
Got to see the real through the fake, this ain't a pageant
People fake, they steady switch up, it's like the season
But understand they presence was given there for a reason uh
Just know the story never ends
You got to fight the demons within, go out and win yea

Now I know
This chick she gotta go
1, 2, 3, 4 steps to the door
Now I see she was hoe
Really hit me low
No this ain't a team, ain't no room for us to grow
No