Kirkland Jaxon - Alive Lyrics

Too f*cked up, I can't see my eyelids
One more shot, and I just might get violent
Gone too far, I can't count the mileage
In too deep, I don't know how I'm gon' get out of this
I'm wasted and I ain't use no chasers
That light and that dark liquor, I ain't no racist
Got tabs on my tongue, I just remove the laces
Smoke in my lungs, just to blow it in your faces
But I'm not complaining 'cause I feel amazing
I said just one weekend and it's like five days in
Them blunts we gon' blaze em, them pills we gon' take them
Pop them like raisins, girl I'm just saying
Adderall and codeine, getting high real lowkey
Wake and bake, steak and eggs, that good drugs and protein
Steak 'n' Shake that dinner plate, been eating like a dope fein
That weak shit ain't smoking, it's gotta be that potent
Got Molly we're rolling, got bottles they're golden
Got too high, I'm floating, everything in slow motion
I'm mixing that potion in circular motion
We raise our cups up every night, but what the f*ck we toasting?
Got Molly we're rolling, got bottles they're golden
Got too high, I'm floating, everything in slow motion
I'm mixing that potion in circular motion
We raise our cups up every night, but what the f*ck we toasting?
I don't know, I don't know
No, I don't know. I don't know
I don't know if I died, but I don't feel alive
That's why I'm getting high, that's why my eyes are dry
Remember I use to cry, no more tears inside
There's no more love inside, but you gon' give it up tonight
I see the fraud, I see the fake. See the vultures, see the snakes
I smoke the roaches while I wait, cause me and death we got a date
And no I can't show up late. I drink a little, smoke a lot
We got Molly in our pot, what's the difference it still rocks
Way too faded, way too sauced. But that's exactly what I want
She said that eight ball lock her jaw, and that napalm make her cough
We get closer to the gods, then let's chop it up like jaws
I don't know if I died, but I don't feel alive
But I don't feel...