Kirkland Jaxon - Painfull Lyrics

It's so hard to say no
I'm just trying to stack it up until it can't fold
Yeah she said she hate, yeah I'm such an a hole
Tell them niggas take notes
It's so hard to say no, but if I tell you yes I'd regret it way more
I conceal a lot of feelings that I just can't show
There's something's I wanna tell you that you just can't know
Trust me it ain't easy, girl this shit is painful
I can't do it but there's times I came close
I conceal a lot of feelings that I just can't show
There's something's I wanna tell you that you just can't know
And trust me it ain't easy, girl this shit is painful
I wish that I could open up
I want a real relationship with honesty from both of us
But it's hard to let you in, and that shit seems to hold us up
She wanna know more, I tell her that she knows enough
She says that I'm closed off
Like I'm in the club in my little section and it's rolled up
Only time that she feels close to me is when her clothes off
If I got to break it off just know that it ain't your fault
I thought that me and her could make it work but I don't know dog
Cause I got too much to hide and you deserve honesty
So I don't mind if you gotta move on from me
You know that I want your love, but love is not enough
Cause I know I can't give you what you want from me
It's so hard to say no, but if I tell you yes I'd regret it way more
I conceal a lot of feelings that I just can't show
There's something's I wanna tell you that you just can't know
Trust me it ain't easy, girl this shit is painful
I can't do it but there's times I came close
I conceal a lot of feelings that I just can't show
There's something's I wanna tell you that you just can't know
And trust me it ain't easy, girl this shit is painful