kiru - Hands and Knees Lyrics

I'm feelin' f*cked up
How you my blood and when I was in trouble
You left me to fend for myself like a stranger? No, we ain't no kin.
I don't trust you.
I don't like you.
I won't f*ck with you
No never again
I was sending SOS's, no response
I get the message
You can't intercept my burden, so
You not gon block my blessing
Talk about me but I am that I am (and)
I won't spin the block for no misunderstandings again cuz
I've spent a lot of time
On my hands and knees
Begging for you please
Say you'll never leave
And I've spent a lot of time
On my hands and knees
Begging for you please
Won't you please love me
I'm feelin' f*cked up
Call me your bestie til
You get the best of me
Then you throw dirt on whatever is left of me
I do not get it
I lean in for love and I get the cold shoulder
How you a friend to me
Nearing the end of me
I don't need pity, I just want some empathy, please
I got war in my mind
I got love in my heart
I got tears in my eyes
No surprise, no surprise
Keep it real, no disguise
I don't need your advice, or your lies
Just goodbye, cuz
I've spent a lot of time
On my hands and knees
Begging for you please
Say you'll never leave
And I've spent a lot of time
On my hands and knees
Begging for you please
Won't you please love me
We be in church on a Sunday morning
Back in the club by Friday night
On the Messiah
Your local religion was never the saviour of my life
Snakes in the garden cuz preachin' is lucrative
Niggas is playing, they antichrist
I got some Molly inside of my body, and
It's boutta be an incredible flight
If you been lying, you better get right
You did your nefarious deeds in the dark but it's coming to light
And no I'm not talkin' bout f*ckin that hoe in the park on a Saturday night
You better get right, you better get
I've spent a lot of time
On my hands and knees
Begging for you please
Say you'll never leave
And I've spent a lot of time
On my hands and knees
Begging for you please
Won't you please love me