Take me away from this feeling
All of the walls keep closing in
I can survive but can't breathe in
Head under water I'm out of time and I'm
Paper thin
You say I'm prettier if I just erase what's inside
I wanna scream sometimes
I wanna be by myself
I overanalyse
My so-called friends are no help
Is there a place for me
Is there a place where I can be
Completely free
I try to escape my demons
I tell them that they're not welcome here
But you bring them back every season
Lay into me till I'm weak and I'm
Paper thin
You try to tell me that I need to erase what's inside
I wanna scream sometimes
I wanna be by myself
I overanalyse
My so-called friends are no help
Is there a place for me
Is there a place where I can be
Completely free
Are you coming?
Huh?
It's time to go
But I'm not ready yet
I didn't ask if you were ready I didn't ask about your feelings or your emotional wellbeing
Can I just get a moment to-
Look If you want to do things your way we can send you back to the doctor five times a week and you can get every moment you want sitting in that chair and talking about your feelings
On the other hand if you want to continue living in the real world I suggest you grab your shit and move your ass
You can live the life of your dreams when you go back to sleep (okay?)
Let me paint this clear as day
I don't owe you a simplification of my reality
I'm a man I'm a goddamn superhero
Cuz I be looking at infinity what you labelled a zero
I'm a champion in spiritual warfare
Like a king or a goddess with the visage of an au pair
It's no fair
You don't wanna go there
How you gonna lead me to the promised land from nowhere
They don't leave me alone
They don't see me anymore
They don't see me for who I am
They don't see me they don't see me
The don't leave me alone
They don't perceive all the damage that's been done to me no
No no
No no
No no
No no