Lost in my ways
Finding myself
Can't get no peace of mind
I need some peace and time
Lost in my ways
Finding myself
Can't get no peace of mind
I need some peace and time
I need some peace and time
Some peace
Sipping while the days go by
I'm sipping while the days go by
My brothers still fighting their trials
Curving bitches in denial
Cuz I really don't want no drama
Plus I'm still grinding for my mama
Tryna get a check for my daughter
Refuse to be a product of my father
My nigga..
I gotta dream biggah
Have to stack smarter
Like Shawn Carter
Yeah
We are not cut from the same cloth
But we still suffering the same loss
So I feel you
We all got some issues
Life really feels like a big ass riddle
(Riddle)
But I'm still crying on them broken Days
Staying up late tryna find my way
It's a Marathon
Tryna keep my pace
4 In da morning
Driving around giving my thoughts Some space
(Yeah yeah)
Tryna figure out why my heart
Just wont relate
Giving opportunity
They keep making mistakes
It's delusional
I gotta let you know
Feels like we're moving slow
I cant lose control
It's delusional
I gotta let you know
Feels like we're moving slow
Can't get no sleep at night
Picture so deep at night
Blinded right through my blinds
Hurt me so deep
So deep
Hurt me so deep
So deep
(So deep)
Blinded right through my blinds
Hurt me so deep
So deep
2020...
Be the year that I'm moving different
2020...
I don't think they go really listen
So
I'ma keep a distance
Plotting on my wishes
Remember all days
Mama washes all the dishes
Spittin all the facts
Man why didn't I just listen
But now
It start hitting
Now I'm reminiscing
Just thinking
Posted in the kitchen
Overthinking
Got me sipping
And now I'm really tripping
But
What I gotta do
Nigga what I gotta do
(So i)
Gotta pay
My rents due
Taking photoshoots for
The revenue
(Oh i)
Niggas got some issues
Need someone to vent to
Damn
Need someone to vent too
I ain't got me a main thang
(No no no no)
That hold it down love
Tryna maintain
(Keep that shit real)
All these hoes out here
Really acting the same
(All the same)
It's a cold world
Had to put my heart on ice
(Issa cold world)
Save that lovey dovey shit
For another night
(Another time)
It's impossible
I can't start to fold
Turn my blessings into gold
I can't lose control
Lose control
Can't get no sleep at night
Picture so deep at night
Blinded right through my blinds
Hurt me so deep
So deep
Hurt me so deep
So deep
Blinded right through my blinds
Hurt me so deep
So deep
Oh
Yeah
Oh
Oh
Hi daddy
I just wanna say I'm proud of you...
And I love you...