Numb inside
I lost a feeling I can't describe
I can handle the days
Fake smile on my face
But I lose everything at night
So I numb my mind
But in the daylight I'll be alright
Now if it were up to you
What should I choose to abuse
To help me fall asleep tonight
I wanna change it for once
Who I've become in my mind
Don't wanna stare at the walls
Just wanna be alive
And I can't feel it anymore
The way you hold me down
Like I was tethered to the floor
I still wonder why
This feeling's amplified
Can't take my own advice
Like I'm paralyzed
It's my own device
That is gets cold at night
I still don't know how to make it right now
Do you hear me at all
I wanna tear down the walls
And I'll forget it all
'Till I feel nothing out of spite, yeah
I just wanna be alright
And I can't feel it anymore
The way you hold me down
Like I was tethered to the floor
And when you stick around
It all comes crashing down
If you're heaven sent
Like you say you've been
I don't know what I've been waiting for
Do you hear me now
I wanna tear it down
But my mind's too loud
My mind's too loud
Do you hear me now
I wanna tear it down
But my mind's too loud
My mind's too loud
Do you hear me now
I wanna tear it down
But my mind's too loud
My mind's too loud
Do you hear me now
I wanna tear it down
But my mind's too loud
My mind's too loud
And I can't feel it anymore
The way you hold me down
Like I was tethered to the floor
And when you stick around
It all comes crashing down
If you're heaven sent
Like you say you've been
I don't know what I've been waiting for