John Q Video (MV)

I don't show the love that they want so they say I'm heartless
But they don't know I
Struggle every day I do this dirt for my people garden
Today I pray I
Find a better way to show my people really where my heart is
Before they crucify me
Or deny me
Till I get I can't give you niggas access
All this working got me beefing with my best friends
I gotta add another check to my checklist
But then again money can't replace ya presence
Man I coulda bought a Rollie with a facelift
But instead I bought a building with a basement
The course I'm on got me seeking education
But why I'm losing all my friends, this shit don't make sense
Mama I been places you might never know
You been places I could never go
Lived with faces, I ain't ever know
Told them secrets I hope they never told
So F*ck the models and the fame
I done seen the world through different frames
My spirit really on a different plane
People always tell me pick a lane
But honestly I can't
I Might catch a DUI with all these flames
I don't show the love that they want so they say I'm heartless
But they don't know I
Struggle every day I do this dirt for my people garden
Today I pray I
Find a better way to show my people really where my heart is
Before they crucify me
Or deny me
No love lost it's just a lack of communication
A 90s baby not apart of my generation
They tell me practice makes perfect I practice patience
Now I could give a nigga juice with a conversation
A competition but it still ain't no contest
All the shit a nigga take hard to digest
I been tryna feed my people for context
But everybody can't relate so I digress
This what I do it for
Mama working nights at the postal store
Two little brothers gettin big as the grocery store
My folks in Houston living good but we strive for more
Foot on the gas cuz I know what my drive is for
Man I got way too many soldiers to start a war
They looking over me protecting my heart and soul
I give up everything I got and they ask for more
Cuz they know that imma go get it just ask me for it
I don't show the love that they want so they say I'm heartless
But they don't know I
Struggle every day I do this dirt for my people garden
Today I pray I
Find a better way to show my people really where my heart is
Before they crucify me
Or deny me