Koshi - Drop Dead Lyrics

It's crazy how I'm stressin' over somethin' I ain't never had
It was us against the f*ckin' world but what happened to that
You keep hidin' me from your beginnings so you're full of cap
When you lied to me you got the ending there's no coming back
Benz truck got me in the back, but she on attack
Sticks up, It's a tit for tat, we gon' get it back
Hit a lick, she in her bag, she can't get attached

I just hope that this is the last time
That I get the best of the worst sides
And I've heard the truth in the worst lies
Bitch you outta turn me to the bad guy
I'm so sick of livin' on a half-life
I was just an option
The last bit of change at the bottom of your pocket
Try to steal my heart, I can tell you, "already lost it"
I can't stop a bullet I see you already cocked it
So go ahead and pop it if you want me to drop dead

You been outta pocket
I can never give a hoe my heart 'cause I lost it
She gave me a heart shaped scar so I dropped it
Let a nigga try me swear to god he gettin' drop kicked
So you might catch a body, be a body in the same day
I grew up with a couple tryna kill me for the same thing
My brodie got a hammer I don't think he'll ever change ways
He gon' leave a stain stain, .22 your brain thing, oh
And I been thinkin' how hard It's gon' be there
You gotta want it as bad as you wanna breathe air
You would never tell me you proud of me, gotta beware
I'm sorry if I said you were doubtin' me you should be here
This city gave me all of my problems and I don't need them
Feel like I'm stuck at the bottom 'cause I don't need friends
And if you wanna go shoppin' then maybe we can
Depends on how many lies you fit in a weekend

I know I ain't been myself in a long time
But I'd rather be in pain than to not try
When I'm sick of bein' tired I don't know Kai
I'm sick of wakin' up at night seein' no skies
These days feel like everybody gon' die
Nah, this shit isn't a game I don't go outside
Lost my brother in LA to a .45
All the time turned to pain wish it'd go by

It's crazy how I'm stressin' over somethin' I ain't never had
It was us against the f*ckin' world but what happened to that
You keep hidin' me from your beginnings so you're full of cap
When you lied to me you got the ending there's no coming back

I just hope that this is the last time
That I get the best of the worst sides
And I've heard the truth in the worst lies
Bitch you outta turn me to the bad guy
I'm so sick of livin' on a half-life
I was just an option
The last bit of change at the bottom of your pocket
Try to steal my heart, I can tell you, "already lost it"
I can't stop a bullet I see you already cocked it
So go ahead and pop it if you want me to drop dead