Blinded by these new york city lights cocaine boogie nights
From from crack to christ i ignite the mic
Pack a pipe think twice
Got a kite mentality on a rainy day with lighting frightening
When the dec been drinking
Im a candle burning at both ends con artist with a conscience conning myself living contradiction feeding off
My own emotions stagnant like a slinky on a escalator going
No where living off a prayer and my hearts bare
Lifes a joke and the jokes on me cause aint nothings funny
When you dont got the money nothing really fulfills my needs
Im to greedy stingy trendy and phony to understand anybody
Other than myself
This is the dance of the puppets no sense of justice for the spoon feed fetus
All cause has lost focus for the soul among the soulless the
Pain is endless and pointless jesus save us
Greatest power of the oppressor is the mind of the oppressed
Weve lost faith in one another nothing more nothing less
At this particular stage in my life im like f*ck the world f*ck them girls f*ck my friends Dont nobody understand The deacon but ms johnson im poison from corruption and
Addiction slowly dying
Abandoned God forgotten by children marooned in abomination entire generation of sin full of f*ckin suckin
Lickin trickin creepin everybody wanna be ballin
Love is blind and pussy is like a a seeing eye dog wit no
Warning signs
I done reached the end of the line
Out my mind heaven and hell intertwined both got me confined
At the same time
Memory soon fades chasing hope away mislead by faith Innocence replace my love Betrayed the bait is laid
Trapped in a cage nothing more remains when your a slave
All i had i gave its all in vain
Greatest power of the oppressor is the mind of the oppressed
Weve lost faith in one another nothing more nothing less
Get as much as you can live as fast as you can
Use everybody you can screw everybody you can
In these last days of man gotta make a stand
Before the ball drops and the world pops
Now youll die like me
Now youll die like me
Now youll die like me
Now youll die
Die instantly