Bad Anxiety Video (MV)

Yo
Feeling like it's Super Bowl Sunday
And I'm performing at halftime
Thousands in person
And a million through the screen
And I'm on stage but I forgot the routine
Feel like I'm drowning inside a broken submarine
Feel like I took too much caffeine or lean
Feel like a feeling that's obscene
Feeling like I'm waking up from a bad dream
This year I'm turning 20 years old
And I don't know what the future holds
I still remember when I first became a teen
That was 13, 2016, yeah
Say that life would get better as you progress
But the more we get older, the more that we get depressed
Marching closer to death
I think I'm scared of acceptance
Grandma praying every day, ask the Lord to protect us
Little kids dying every day
I'm just tryna' keep my family safe
I write these words from the heart
Hope the world appreciates my art
Bad anxiety get the best of me (Best of me)
Writing these lyrics feel like my destiny (My destiny)
Going to war for my creations (My creations)
Don't need a listen for validation (No I don't)
Used to be scared to put my songs out (What?)
But now I feel like that it's all that I got (Right)
Don't care if the world likes it or not
Just let me spit my 32 bars and then I bounce
Feeling so tired, think I'ma pass out (Pass out)
Working all night got me gassed me now (Gassed now)
Tryna' make a billi ain't no fast route (Fast route)
Don't let 'em throw stones at yo' glass house
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You see here kid, you gotta just go for it
Don't think about what comes after or what came before
You just gotta bend your knees, take a deep breath
And jump
And you might think, "What if I fall?" (Yeah, you know how I start the album man)
Well, what if you don't? (Gotta do something hard)
What if you fly? (Turn my headphones up, uh)
Truth be told, think I'ma lose control
Life is a movie, you better know yo' role
Every single day I be switching goals
Hold a lot of secrets that I never told
Got some loose ends that I need to tighten (Right!)
Smoked a gram of weed just to feel enlightened (Right!)
Got me paranoid, yeah I feel frightened (Right!)
Wanna move away to my own island (Uh)
Deep in the ocean I'm talking past the seas (Past the seas)
Sit by myself so I can catch some Zs (Catch some Zs)
Start my own race I'm talking Adam, Eve (Adam, Eve)
Eat a few apples up off the apple tree (The apple tree)
Bad anxiety never keep me down (Nope)
Was lost in the crowd but now I think I'm found (Think I'm found)
Sit on my throne, yeah, I don't need a crown (Huh)
Can see through these fakes just like a ultrasound