KS - IN THE NAME OF GOD Lyrics

I don't even know why I do this man
KS
Decisions I made without praying, left my mohills Himalayan,
Looking up to the sky it's raining
Walking in the rain, trying to find some samples
I'ma keep writing, till I break my metacarpals
I feel like I'm going in circles, my heart is purple
Forgiving loved ones who hurt you is a high hurdle
I treat rap like an open journal
I used to be in my shell like a turtle
Through the spirit I evangelise, cause these wars are internal
Home is where the heart is, but your home gets burgled
When you're controlled by someone who hurts you, that's a never ending battle
Things I haven't prayed over or tackled
All this dirt on my flesh, I couldn't wash with a flannel
I'm easily rattled
Whose Lord was I naming when I was breaking things
Broken hearts and promises
Broken homes had us trying to see profit quick
Every penny for these thoughts was pocketed
And now I'm driving through Camberwell, praying God can fix these rips
It's life saving when that revelation hits
It is, it is
Cause we can't afford to have no spiritual death
All those lessons my pride made me reject, when life hit me up close like Stepz
Anxiety from a text, I'm owning up to my flaws like Tex
I started burning bridges when brothers moved like they didn't know my address
Call me back later
When they ask in whose name, I say the name of my saviour
My way maker
I still get emotional at Kieya's graveyard
When I say 'get me', just don't hit the same cuz
Cause my next step is a wedding, I wish you was here
When I go to your house, it feels weird
Waiting for you to hug me when you come down the stairs
I do this for the Lord, I can't do this and still walk in fear
Morning devotions from Oz, we thank God
Especially for the days I wake up feeling lost
Wasting time scrolling through TikTok
Feel like done laps around Spa-Corchamps without a pit stop
And I still gotta loose change from my thoughts in the rain
My God made the blind see and he healed the lame
So for me of course he'll do the same
I know God asks me to change and stays with me every step of the way
But I'm here tryna please people that can't make their mind up without using a..
There I go again being judgmental and self righteous
I'm tryna emphasise don't wait till time's up to decide which side you're on
We ain't claiming perfection, we're tryna stay with the light and be away from wrong
And everything I think and say and do is in the name of God
I'm sure he puts me through things to remind me what I'm made of
Whenever I feel weak, I put on an Isaiah beat
Remind me no weapon formed against me shall harm me or prosper
Daily scriptures and daily top up
Died for my imperfections, I don't question your love
I do this in the name of God
I used to do this to cop mum a house
And do this for the days we went without
And do this for the times they had doubt
A few creps, to move out the south
Just to say, 'yo we finally made it out'
But I do this in the name of God
I do this for my saviour who died for me on the cross
I do this for my God
Days I could've dropped, I could've been in a box
I do it, I do it for my God
I do it for my Lord
Love me through my flaws
I'ma keep doing it and not treat it like a chore
Do it for my Lord
Love me through my flaws
I'ma keep doing it and not treat it like a chore
I'm KS