Kshr. - Ultra 64 Lyrics

I need to go back in time
For I existed online
Playing Nintendo was fine
Now I'm comparing myself
To people I've never met
Wanting whatever they get
I need to go back in time
They told me people was dying
But we gone see them again
Now I know what's it's about
I'm trynna kill myself
I wake up daily in hell
Lord Help a mother f*cker
I've been feeling down
I've been getting high
I've been feeling nothing
And my days been slow as f*ck
Time don't pass
Been here been there ain't no greener grass
Ain't no slimmer waist or thicker ass
Simmer down and settle fast
Better figure out how much this void going to last
I thought this void gotta pass
I had it figured out until I crashed

Had a band had a squad had a girl
Lost them all
Now I'm back on my ones
Like back when this shit was fun
Had a plan thought my mans would demand nothing less than I asked
And boy I turned out to be wrong
Now it's back to that drawing board
Do I trust quick
Do I doubt a lot
Do I
See the bad
Is there any good for me to grasp
Is it any good for me to ask
Do I want the answers
See this my war and peace a quarter piece would just get me by
But see I'm torn to pieces honestly my brain is just fried
My wickedness don't even give my f*cking bright side a try
My angels beaten by my demons tell me how this i survive
GOD put me here on earth and so I've heard that he had some plans
So why the f*ck do I keep thinking what I'm thinking cause man
If i allow it then it happens then I'm going to hell
Just tell me how the f*ck that's possible I feel like I'm there
Already