Kso Jaynes - Sanity Lyrics

Industry drove me insane/

I had to regain my sanity/ uh

Nigga's i thought was my friends/ yeah

They tried they hardest to damage me/ facts

Gave the wrong nigga's my loyalty/ uh

My loyalty made me a fool nigga/

Thought it was rules to this shit/

But nigga's don't live by no rules nigga/

Feel like I'm too real for this game/ huh

So many times that i wanted to leave it/

Convincing myself i don't see what I'm seeing/

Played with my mind i ain't wanna believe it/

Took something i loved made me hate it/ huh

It ain't feel good when i made it/ nah

This shit made me question my greatness/ uh

When i never been less than greatness/ yeah

I always had what it took/ yeah

They said i aint' have the look/ yeah

They told me switch up my image/ yeah

Young & was dumb so i listened/ yeah

I started losing myself/ huh

I wasn't true to myself/ nah

But i ain't have nobody help/ nah

Had to go through it myself/ yeah

Rapping bout jewelry & cars/ yeah

Only thing i faked in bars/ yeah

It never changed ima star/ yeah

Just trying to make it was hard/ huh

The shit wasn't good for my health/ yeah

Discouragement was all that i felt/ yeah

Got out the streets with my hustle & talent that's

All i know ain't nothin else/ yeah

Went crazy chasing this wealth/ huh

I wasn't pacing myself/ huh

Paving a way for these nigga's/ yeah

but these nigga's ungrateful as

Hell/ shit

That's why i stayed to myself/ huh

You wasn't there through all the shoot outs/ huh

Running through alleys with tools out/ huh

Turn right around & see ____/

I risked my life for this shit/ huh

& i ain't think twice bout this shit/ yeah

Cause i don't just do this shit for me/

I do it for the 4 for the 5 & the 6/ yeah

From my city i'm as nice as it gets/ yeah

They ain't never seen a nigga like me/ huh

Legend from the city ain't no might be/ huh

Wana walk in my shoes tread lightly/

I ain't never took a loss just learned lessons/ huh

Everything i survived is a blessing/ yeah

Had some rough times with depression/ yeah

Suicidal thought manifesting/ uh

In my room all alone on them long nights/ uh

Everything wrong in my home life/ yeah

Hard to keep myself motivated/ yeah

Feeling like lifes overrated/ uh

Some how stayed dedicated/ yeah

Had to rebuild up my confidence/

My city down played my accomplishment/

Act like they ain't wana acknowledge it/

Even shot up my charger to silence it/

6 shots in my body still talking my nigga/

Next time that you take a shot at success/

Make sure that you hit the target my nigga/

Only one can break me is God/ yeah

Still here cause i still got a job/ yeah

I never paid mind to the rumors/ uh

Cause they could never say cheese a fraud/ yeah

Never let em take me apart/ uh

My experiences made me a boss/ yeah

Nigga's say they solid but we'll see whose solid when

Shit hit the fan & get harsh/ yeah

I done been through it i done seen it all/ yeah

Even tried to walk before i crawled/ yeah

Gotta learn to crawl before you walk/ huh

Can't skip steps to get on/ nah

Don't mistake horses for no pawns/ yeah

Miss that step can't afford it/ nah

Ain't no real nigga's left its a shortage/

When nigga's show you who they is don't ignore it/ huh

The game made it hard when they learned i was smart/

They knew they couldn't take advantage of me/

Ain't have my best interest but still they pretended/

Playing me close i let down my defenses/

Owing me money ain't been paid in a minute/

Bills don't stop so i stayed in the trenches/

Damn near had to wait a year for some checks/

Ain't even pay it all they just paid a percentage/

This what it's like when you chasing your dreams?/

Write for your artist get pennies from streams?/

These labels ignore you you ain't got a hit/

Treat the work you put in like that shit ain't shit/

Took my street money & invested into rap/

Took my rap money & invested in a business/

Two years in & that business start failing took back what i could

& i hit the road wit it/

34th & jaynes only breed go getters/

Put budda on told lil bro get it/

Walk that shit down i'll be back in a minute/

I was destined for this shit ain't no accident nigga/

Speaking on my name speak accurate nigga/

North O gang wars ima graduate nigga/

Voice of the city I'm a advocate nigga/

I don't talk much show action lil nigga/

Never see me ride with no accident killers/

Everything next to me official/ huh

Can't goto war wit no nigga's that freeze/

Keep looking to long gone dismiss you/ huh

Don't try these shoes on won't fit you/ Nah

Shit ain't always what it look like blood/

Closest ones to you work against you/ huh

Shit ain't all love when it looks like love/



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