KU - January 30th Lyrics

I know we can't escape it, ain't no point in being scared to die
Seen yo dead body ain't gone lie that left me traumatized
Gotta be a man now I don't want to see my mama cry
But I just never thought I'd see the day my brother die

That shit left me scarred

And I been crying every night wish I could go back
Look bruh I love you I just really hope you know that
I keep my head up I just wish I shit wasn't so bad
And everytime it cross my mind I just get so mad

I swear this pain run deep I swear it don't make no sense
I got that call but I was hoping they was joking
Ain't been through surgery but this here cut me open
My heart will never be the same that shit there broken

A new scar but I don't know if it's gone heal right
My brother gone and ain't gone cap this shit don't feel right
Now everytime I see yo pictures I get chills I
Got many questions I don't understand why
You ain't gotta hurt I know you good now
I see yo face when I look up but do you look down
This shit so crazy dawg I don't know what to do now
Just watch over me I'm hoping that they notice me

You was 23 turning 24 RIP Kobe
I don't want to die young like I'm Roddy Ricch
Showing love will get you crossed Allen Iverson
Would give my life for us breathe the same oxygen

I know we can't escape it, ain't no point in being scared to die
Seen yo dead body ain't gone lie that left me traumatized
Gotta be a man now I don't want to see my mama cry
But I just never thought I'd see the day my brother die

That shit left me scarred

And I been crying every night wish I could go back
Look bruh I love you I just really hope you know that
I keep my head up I just wish I shit wasn't so bad
And everytime it cross my mind I just get so mad