Thinking that time will pass, but I'm still stuck in the past
Do my thing till I'm nothing but ash, then throw me in the trash
Bitch you could never feel pain, bound in place by a burning chain
Stuck forever in my head like this? we ain't living in a state of bliss
Sitting all lone in the park in the dark as i spark one up
Let the night be light for my way i might
But it's just like say
It is what is
Go on till you get the death kiss
Hang myself in the paracord
Don't think i'm paranoid what
Thinking that time will pass, but I'm still stuck in the past
Do my thing till I'm nothing but ash, then throw me in the trash
Bitch you could never feel pain, bound in place by a burning chain
Stuck forever in my head like this? we ain't living in a state of bliss
Saying in my mind that I'm gonna be fine
Every single f*cking time I feel like I'm gonna die
Guess I'll be okay even though i'm f*cking failing
But I just simply don't know why
The hypochondriac inside of me
Just wanna lay flat as can be
Not a single breath, not a single heart beat
Kinda wished i could rewind everything or at least just restart it
Restart it, pull the plug
Let the power down, Finally peace in my mind
As take my last breath and drown
That is it
Guess I found a way to rage quit
Tried to test fate but I failed the quiz
But I guess that's is just the way how life is