Hello?
Cw, what's up?
Probably not tonight
I'll hit you later
The city lit tonight but I need me time
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
Car parked chillin on the Eastside
Reminiscing bout how it was before my G's died
Cll this pain that I be tryna hide yeah, yeah
Cll the secrets that I keep inside yeah, yeah
Be tryna keep myself from out my mind yeah, yeah
But y'all don't know the fear behind my eyes
When I remember how nobody back then wanted me
Now that I'm established seems like everybody f*ck with me
I be to myself I never gave a f*ck for company
Cause it drains me, but I really try that's gotta count for something
It won't be okay
Don't tell me I'm gon be okay...
(Like, how can you say that? How do you know?)
Yesterday I may have seemed fine
But I don't think I'll ever be fine
Tryna leave these thoughts behind
Feels like it gets worse each time
(That's why, why, why)
The city lit tonight but I need me time (aw, yeah, yeah)
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
Car parked chillin on the Eastside
Reminiscing bout how it was before my G's died
Tonight's one of them nights I need to be by myself
Get lit by myself
I don't wanna be around nobody else
(It's just one of them nights)
Vanchanza really died rest in peace my nigga (aw, yeah yeah)
They see my success and tryna be my nigga
Only thing that changed is people who can see that I'm richer
Don't tell me how to feel no, no
Or tell what is real no, no, no
I just wanna be alone on the east side
Cnd take a shot to numb the pain that's inside
My feelings got me playin on defense
So, I don't wanna go out with you tonight
Yesterday I may have seemed fine
But I don't think I'll ever be fine
Tryna leave these thoughts behind
Feels like it gets worse each time
(That's why, why, why)
The city lit tonight but I need me time (aw, yeah, yeah)
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
Car parked chillin on the Eastside
Reminiscing bout how it was before my G's died
Tonight's one of them nights I need to be by myself
Get lit by myself
I don't wanna be around nobody else