Naive Video (MV)

Don't know myself anymore
All this pain that I Ignore 
Don't know myself anymore
Don't know don't know

I don't understand why I do it to myself
Believe what they say, and expect them to help
I put myself in this predicament
I'm tired of getting hurt it's sickening
Not everyone is like you
Once your hurt you feel you been lied to
Everyone you don't gotta be tied to
They probably don't even like you
I don't know why that it happens
Happens so much, should be adapting
It's like my intuition is lacking
Thoughts in my head I get trapped in
Why am I not used to this pain
Cause every single time it's the same
I'm the one feeling like that they got played
I'm sick and tired of all these games
I'm so tired of being naive
Being happy is always such a reach
Do everything I can to succeed
I guess it was never meant to be
Don't know myself anymore
All this pain that I Ignore 
Don't know myself anymore
Don't know don't know
It's like when I'm nice I expect it right back
Some odd reason, doesn't work like that
Don't have much, so I go that extra length
If I go a mile, they don't move an inch
I ask myself, is this really what I want
Or say f*ck it and one day just give up
It's like they really don't give a single f*ck
Wipe my hands clean, I think that I'm done
I just wanna know, if you care truthfully
You claim to be there then why don't you prove to me
Ask yourself this question, what did you do for me
If I handed you a gun would you shoot for me
Probably not, you should probably stop
If betrayal could kill someone, you'd prolly see me drop
I don't have much, so this is all that I got
Put that noose around my soul, and watch you tie the knot
I'm so tired of being naive
Being happy is always such a reach
Do everything I can to succeed
I guess it was never meant to be
Don't know myself anymore
All this pain that I Ignore 
Don't know myself anymore
Don't know don't know
I'm sick of people that are always using me
To really see how I'm doing that's some news to me
I feel I'm replaceable, they think that I'm unbreakable
But anything is capable, when it is occasional
I feel like no one will miss me when I'm gone
Then truth be told I was right all along
I don't wanna be right I'd rather be wrong
No longer wanna fight, I don't wanna be strong
They treat me like I'm nothing, with me they're always judging
They don't know somethings coming, prolly think that I'm bluffing
That's until I start movement, from making all improvements
Playing games then you'll lose it, a better life is what I'm choosing
No more letting people in, not doing that again
If you know me we ain't friends, your no homie don't pretend
Except the people that began, hope they with me till the end
Otherwise I'm naive, and myself I won't forgive
I'm so tired of being naive
Being happy is always such a reach
Do everything I can to succeed
I guess it was never meant to be
Don't know myself anymore
All this pain that I Ignore 
Don't know myself anymore
Don't know, don't know