Yea, I'm Mad Video (MV)

Try not to look behind
But my dreams got they own mind
Was it the wrong girl
Or was it just the wrong time
Poetic misery
Black pedals and stems
The agony of betrayal
Why would I do it again?
Not bitter but I remember the pain
I felt it from my heart to the nerves in my brain
Now it's poison inside my veins
Voices don't ever change
I don't know if I could ever be the same
You the reason why she get the side eye on the low
Don't think I'm talkin' bout it cause I haven't let you go
F*ck you
I'm just sittin' in my feelings for the time
It helps to get it out if I can put it in a rhyme
So yea, I'm mad
I'm mad cause you broke me into a million pieces
How could you?
I told you all of my deepest secrets
I guess you changed my whole life
Now because of you it's hard to trust my own wife
Yea, I'm mad
I'm mad cause you took my feelings for ransom
You made me believe that you really had some
Wish I didn't feel that kind of pain
And it's because of you
That I can never be the same
Yea, I'm Mad
To test you is thinkin' less of you
I hide behind smiles every time I question you
When I hit you up on FaceTime
I wasn't checkin' on you I was checkin' you
Just making sure no one was next to you
You've never givin' me a reason not to trust you
And I hope me being insecure don't disgust you
I'm just sharin' truth
I hope you understand
How scared I am to lose you to another man
So, yea I'm mad
So yea, I'm mad
I'm mad cause you broke me into a million pieces
How could you?
I told you all of my deepest secrets
I guess you changed my whole life
Now because of you it's hard to trust my own wife
Yea, I'm mad
I'm mad cause you took my feelings for ransom
You made me believe that you really had some
Wish I didn't feel that kind of pain
And it's because of you
That I can never be the same
Yea, I'm Mad