Flower Girl Video (MV)

She pops Xanax and takes codeine
She blows on the daily
She remembers nights so vaguely
Blacks out occasionally
Hates the feeling of being hopeless
Rather be drugged to a certain point
Than feel the pain of being heartbroken
Takes Adderall to focus
Her friends know she needs help
But they just can't seem to figure it out
They take E to feel sounds
I know, I know, I know
How this shit will turn out
But shit, they've been doing it for years
I really think they're pros now
Is it worth it
I don't know
Is it worth it
I don't know
That night I woke up
I made myself stay up
I did this all for you
But you were the first girl in a while, too
Act like I existed
Made me feel like
Time with you was a gift
But then she pushed me over a cliff
Damn
She popped a Molly on the first night
She laid right by my side
I really thought I had a chance
But I always get my hopes up
And lose it all in the end
I use a sick technique
F*ck that
I wanna stop time
Too get another day
She wants to make out
Pushing me farther away
I wanna be more
But she just acting her way
But now time's up
I'll never see her again
She just wants to party more
She just wants to drink more
But I just wanna be much more
But I'll never get what I want
But time with her is a cost
She'll always be my flower girl, from right down the pond or lake
Is it worth it
I don't know
Is it worth it, I don't know