Uh Yo yo yo I'm getting to the point where I don't feel no pain
You could open up my heart but wouldn't see no veins
Everyday is a struggle I don't know if I will make it
I hope for now but I don't see no change
I'm so far away that I measure it in light years
Old sweats with cold sweats
It's just a nightmare
More stress I forget that I am breathing
Smoke less but this nicotine has got me fenein
This roads a mess and I don't know where it is leading
They say it's always greener I have to believe it
My foe going to talk let Um say what they have to
I won't lower myself I'm in the rafters
I control myself and I'm running from the rain
I hold myself I throw it on a stage
I told myself things I would never say
So I'm talking off I'm running running away
I run away with tear coming out of my eyes
I run away
I'm leaving it all behind When I run away
No one knows my pain
With tears falling out of my eyes
I run away
Sick of these padlock i am going to rip the door off
Imma scream thunder throw lighting and storm off
I'm in debit to my eyes balls my life since
Lived fast it musta been the way my life spent
You say these diamonds are prices less but if they take my breath away these diamonds are lifeless
My life crisisBorn to always fight foes
Now I walk alone and I shine when the night hits
I'm nocturnal I stopped swerving you mock turtles
There's a fork in the road and I'm not turning
I stop hurting my pain numb the games done
If I change up that would show you that's the flames gone
Yeah then I face off uh with my fears as the tears hit the paverment
Running from my past as I am falling asleep
Yeah yeah just Hoping that my dreams erase this
I run away with tear coming out of my eyes
I run away
I'm leaving it all behind When I run away
No one knows my pain
With tears falling out of my eyes
I run away
Running from reality
Keep on running till I can't see
Why won't it let me be
Why won't it set me free
With no one next to me
Why can't I get rid of this pain
Look how the time fly I measure by my lines
I'm way better off now You could say I'm fine
But maybe that denial But I swear I'm trying
Im mixing iron with a lion and a burning fire
To create tough you must strip love
To remain one you must think of
What you living for
To defeat dusk you must think sun It replace none you must think some what am I missing more
I opened more now my souls been torn
But I was coming from the bottom of the ocean floor
I had to see level to open doors Better be ready I'll soak the floors
No need to be petty and focus more
What use to seem heavy just floats ashore
Place my feet up in the sand so my toes will form
Just to compete in another race cause now I know the score