LA CAFETERA ROJA - WHAT I TRY Lyrics

What I try ...
I try to keep serenity,
I try to react on actions with attendance of empathy.
Those who don't trust me, you hurt me,
The porn industry is big and Facebook disturb me I try.
I try to get up in the morning early,
I try to fell asleep when its time but it's not working.
I try to educate myself daily,
I try to read as much as I can and,
I try, I try to rock always,
Even if the audience is sleepy and slowly.
I try to give a hand if it's necessary,
Even tough i know nothing's ever coming back to me.
And I try to listen to the world,
I try to be respectful, I try to write a song,
But It's not easy to give myself a value,
I rather knock myself out.

I'm blasted I'm blind, I'm off another jag.
I'm crocked, tight, wasted, I'm wining up myself.

What I try, I try to stand the pain,
I try to ask the minimum of you
I try to stand for my name
Be independent and estimate myself but it's hard
I rather stay awake the whole night till it's dawn
I'm tyin' to love but at times love's gone
I'm dreamin' but even my dreams never rest long
Reality's strong and beautiful at times
But then again I'm leavin' it, I'm blasted abd blind.