Ladifa - coping mechanisms Lyrics

Overindulge
I made a home of the fog
And its distractions
Strayed a little too far

Im not concerned though
Its seems that i should be
Nothing feels real
So theres less of the hurting

And i wont call it strength
I think its
Something like momentum
Oblivion is how ive
Learned to cope
With mechanisms

Do what i can to try and stay intact
Cant call it strength
Avoidance at its best
Im aware
And impaired
Much too tender & bare

Matters of which
I hadn't had a clue
I wont ask
And i refuse
The attempts
Not cognizant
Much too illusive

Its come to a point of
Unsustainability
All these methods ive formed
Form a mystery of me

Im okay for now
Til resonation sets in
Soon im fleeing the war
In my mind and apartment

And i wont call it strength
I think its
Something like momentum
Oblivion is how ive
Learned to cope
With mechanisms

Do what i can to try and stay intact
Cant call it strength
Avoidance at its best
Im aware
And impaired
Much too tender & bare

Matters of which
I hadn't had a clue
I wont ask
And i refuse
The attempts
Not cognizant
Much too illusive

And i wont call it strength
Its strictly to
Subside the symptoms

Singular beside myself
My one and only victim