Circles Video (MV)

Gangsters don't dance, but they always go in circles

Paranoid, headphones drown the noise
3 months I'm unemployed, relationships I avoid
Because they never fill the void, eye roll I'm annoyed
Need the Son shine, like mayweather, so call me Floyd (uh)
Walking thru the garden, looking for the bright flowers
For May sunshine, we gotta have April showers
Princess, Mario kart, I'll save you from bowser
Paranoid, I'll lose you, love found on the browser (uh)
Thomas the doubter, Lael work on believing
Head up, so I'm breathing, Jesus save me from demons
I think they plotting and scheming, tryna plot on my freedom
Paranoid I'll never have it, so close, but can't reach it
I'm feeling anxiety, insecure in society
Drunk off all of my pride, messing up my sobriety
Walking down the hallway, why he tryna follow me
Praying is the only reason this thing ain't swallowed me

I ain't been same, hold my hand (hold my hand)
Hold me tight if you understand (hold me strong)
Just keep strong yeah (hold up)
Just hold on yeah (hold up)

Why ain't you answer phone, tell me where have you gone
I'm scared something happened to you, a call for alarm
Paranoia, she don't love me, just good with the charm
And if I pull up to her job she in another ones arm
I know flexing can make them jealous, envy makes them act hellish
Tryna catch up to me, but your thing always been relish
My Queen always been fairer, only brings me more terror
Scared I don't know who you are, got on way too much mascara
Scared ima have a kid, and not understand how to live
And they gonna be the ones to pay for all of the evil I did
Lots wife, don't look behind, but I always think about time
Time that I won't get back, in the front of my mind
Scared God'll be disappointed, bless and very anointed
But I ain't work hard enough, just took my finger and pointed
Paranoid love would make life feel worth while
Paranoid, I'll be another (don't you say that) facing trial, in these circles

I ain't been same, hold my hand (hold my hand)
Hold me tight if you understand (hold me strong)
Just keep strong yeah (hold up)
Just hold on yeah (hold up)
Gangsters don't dance, but they always go in circles