laguna - Paragon Lyrics

You know you're right, that I have tried
To join the dots, to strip the plot
To lose track of what once I thought
To be as real as it might feel

What you expect me to describe?
What you need me to decide?
Just stare deep into my eyes
Can't you see that I've gone blind

Am I acting like a child?
Who can't help but mystify
What he fails to justify
What he won't dare to defy

For I was not who held the spear
For I was not who stroked the deal
For I was not the first to kneel
For I was not too numb to feel

For I have seeked against my will
One inch too deep under your skin
For I have seen what hides within
This drive to kill who you have been