Woke up to a TV with my favorite movie on
Docter said "For five years we thought you were gone"
I said "I think I feel I've got enough sleep"
Drove home, momma's running out the house starting to sob
I embraced her as I asked "where is the dog?"
She said "he's buried underneath his favorite tree"
Biked around, my neighborhood is eerily the same
Streets familiar as the sound of my name
The ghosts of friends are getting more than I can take
Tenth time, Jeffery you aren't taking any of my calls
I think I'll go to your family's house, I walk
And then your dad opens the door staring in shock
Sad, he said I was the only thing you had
So you took your life with medicine 'cause you thought I was never coming back
Alas, I always knew that perfect never lasts
Now I'm sitting with old friends
Talking about their odds and ends
Dipping French Fries in some Ketchup
Talking about how they've been
So different than before my bed
Thinking I will never catch up