Laur Elle - July Lyrics

It's getting late now
That's when I can't stop my mind
Looking for reasons
Maybe it's just not my time
A change of the seasons
I'll be better by next July
I should be sleeping
But I'm staying up
Like

One step forward, falling backwards
I just want to prove that I'm worth
More than my head tells me that I am
I'll try again

How, do I fake a smile and feel the tension
Wait, I'm moving too fast the wrong direction
I've been, running around in the dark with no light
But I can't stop
Staying up looking for signs

Were back to Monday
And I'm starting on time
Hope you can see that
I'm trying to get this all right
I'll quit the drinking
And I'll speak my own mind
I should be sleeping
But I'm staying
Like

One step forward, falling backwards
I just want to prove that I'm worth
More than my head tells me that I am
I'll try again

How, do I fake a smile and feel the tension
Wait, I'm moving too fast the wrong direction
I've been, running around in the dark with no light
But I can't stop
Staying up looking for signs
Staying up looking
Staying up staying up
Staying up staying up


Now I'm getting colder the further I go but I can't seem to turn away
Its a bad habit I know that I shouldn't I'm making the same mistakes
I'm getting older and I should know better but this shit is hard to break
This shit is hard to break


How, do I fake a smile and feel the tension
Wait, I'm moving too fast the wrong direction
I've been, running around in the dark with no light
But I can't stop
Staying up looking for signs

Staying up looking for signs
I'll be better by next July
Im staying up looking for signs
I'll be better by next July