Frozen lips in lust
Laughing while I fall
Lying every night
Saying I'm alright
But I'm flying in my dreams
Lost reality
Eating when I'm bored
Tryin' get high every night
And don't know why I'm looking but I never seem to find
Can't keep waiting, I
Lost my patience, tried
Hesitating, I can't
Choose where my thunder falls
Fantasize that maybe I'll stop
Panic and self destruct
My heart hurts but I can't
Choose where my thunder falls
Wings inside my heart
Tearing me in half
Fetching dopamine
Always hungry
Always teeth clenched through the news
Drinking up my moods
Dancing in my room
Tryin' get high, turn off the lights
And always get this feeling that I'm running out of time
Can't keep waiting, I
Lost my patience, tried
Hesitating, I can't
Choose where my thunder falls
Fantasize that maybe I'll stop
Panic and self destruct
My heart hurts but I can't
Choose where my thunder falls
Now baby, baby, drive me fast
You can't take it slow, I tried it out
And all of my feelings come back home
Spread on the kitchen floor
Fake food and roses, love got lost
I'm angry and heartfelt all at once
Hungry and manic in a state
Wondering as the sun sets
Can't keep waiting, I
Lost my patience, tried
Hesitating, I can't
Choose where my thunder falls
Fantasize that maybe I'll stop
Panic and self destruct
My heart hurts but I can't
Choose where my thunder falls