Meltdown Outside a Costco - Imperial, MO Video (MV)

When I was real I made every mistake life moved to fast I was asleep awake aware unaware when I was real I made every mistake life moved to fast
The twin grins traveling outside the mouths of men ...I watched from afar..they rose above every petty occasion never settling for petty occasions
Playing with the bones in their
Hand collecting the nails that they clip
The eyelash of their next wish ....is it possible to relive ? Another Christmas, another summer, another driving test, another ugly fight, another bloody kiss, another first day , another off beat miracle, another way to be?...when I was real I made every mistake life moved to fast

Age of distraction still pays attention I took u serious when u said I was to old to cry
We're alone in the mash of our own heads disowned lighting fast by the crappiest mother a person could have... cynicism.. pessimism... atheism... beloved by know one believe in nothing ...you 70 year old self is putting out there hands to catch you before you sink through the sand of your 27 year old vagrant virgin mind- u never even left New York but u trash LA - u never left oaklahoma but u trash Manhattan...u never left America but u shit talk about Muslims - unclench your sweaty fist take a cold shower go devour a book u said u read it's ok you are important


13 u know everything
23 u know everything
33 u know everything
43 u know everything
53 u know everything
Did u make it this far?!!
Ok
63 u know everything
U still there?
73 u know everything
83 u know nothing
What a waste of time unevolved u get sent back to repeat it all again
Miracles
Charitable
Breathables
Breakables
Perishables
Eatables

I was to distracted by my self i missed so many moments

When I was real I made every mistake life moved to fast