Leading Last - Right Into Left Lyrics

Into me she looked as she wept & sighed goodbye
I did not cry I will not cry-too numb to match her eyes
I'll bellow with my friends not my foes
And although I know you're not one of those it seems equally as well

This beauty gave me a scare
Adorned with alternating blonde & brunette ribbons in her hair
She is fair This is fair! Right?

Into me she looked as she wept & sighed goodbye
I did not cry I will not cry-too numb to match her eyes
I'll bellow with my friends not my foes
And although I know you're not one of those it seems equally as well

I know it's weird especially since we're still healing
But I've never wanted to give a hug so bad to a girl while I am bleeding
You see I still care about you although from I distance I still care I swear

(I'm at a loss but I'm not lost My God has killed the paradox)
Introspection left me feeling like despairing
Only wanting always needing never caring
Selfish ranting never ceasing bantering on about what seems pleasing
My interceding and well-being left to friends who aren't as needy hearing only
Pity-party pit falls and pouting sometimes shouting seldom crying mixed with laughing whining thoughts of dying swearing and
Bouts of mental bleeding known as doubting
Oh Self-loathing! Only Christ can heal me!

Into me she looked as she wept & sighed goodbye
I did not cry I will not cry-too numb to match her eyes
I'll bellow with my friends not my foes
And although I know you're not one of those it seems equally as well
(Love as the Lord would have us love)