You know i done lost too many friends
More friends than i can count on two hands
With that being said was they friends anyways
Niggas sold me bullshit & i bought it
Nowadays i cant afford mentally i be exhausted
Life became a dead phone that means i cant call it
Drinking so much henny emotions up in the toilet
To the point Leek became dangerous like lead in a faucet
Trying my hardest not to go retarded
All my charges they was weed related
I tried to grab the wheel before i let jesus take it
I had to pop a tylenol to feel alleviated
Im feeling like too many depending on me to make it
& I cant even take it
I gotta show them i got control of my own life
Done dealing with my feelings they going on strike
If you cant read between the lines I aint helpin niggas
So its just me myself & I, im a selfish nigga
Couldn't even look me in my eye when i was helpless nigga
But when i was up & you was down i kinda felt it with ya
Fact that you couldn't even focus didn't help the picture
Fact that you didn't even notice kinda helped me quicker
You was my man you was my fam
Would've been there in a jiffy if you in a jam
Life then it was just more than a phase
How you kick my back in & you even rocked my Jordans some days
Don't count favors but you switched in the corniest ways
Its a fact you put on an act, performance & stage
Done favors for ungrateful niggas
Showed love then soon as i turned my back I got the axe they tried to snake a nigga
Dont get it mistaken its a lesson learned let it burn, was my turn
What dont break me is gon make me nigga
Betrayal is a heartbreaker, dark places
Take you to the light & its alright that makes me smart & greater
Handshakes look them in they eye, see what they bout
Its demons out here aint no easy way out
If they ask me for a favor now ima tell them no
Pardon me shouldve seen the star in me without a telescope
Jealous folks wont pass the L but inhale ya smoke
Its always hidden messages when niggas tell they jokes
But you gotta learn as you grow older
Ice pack over the arm give em cold shoulders
Because fatality waits & personality traits
They wont know the whole time that half of them fake
Only time they really real is the lies that they tell
Catch a charge on they phone & they wont care if you die in a cell
Just a hashtag saying free the guys out the jail
But they wont send a dime or no mail
& if your co-d dont then i guess its only time that could tell
Man i swear they try not to prevail
You cant stay in the streets they out here playing for keeps
They sin 7 days like a bully yall prey on the weak
Whatever you do just stay way from Leek
& they think its a joke because im woke & they stayin asleep
I did favors for hateful niggas & ungrateful niggas
Couldve been my birthday i still gave the cake to niggas
& yall dont deserve a slice
Now to eat at this table you gotta reserve the right
& thats word to life
I cant deal with the fake & the phony niggas
I cant deal with the hate in my homie niggas
Done favors for ungrateful niggas
Showed love then soon as i turned my back I got the axe they tried to snake a nigga
Dont get it mistaken its a lesson learned let it burn, was my turn
What dont break me is gon make me nigga
Betrayal is a heartbreaker, dark places
Take you to the light & its alright that makes me smart & greater
Handshakes look them in they eye, see what they bout
Its demons out here aint no easy way out