Leemaj - Bad Dreams Lyrics

Sit in my room and i contemplate all my decisions
Im hoping that i get a do over and if i do will that shit make a difference
Or maybe im tripping
Or maybe im outta my head i got this drink on the side of the bed
Hoping a magical genie appears and takes me away from the life that i live
Some of these nights i wish i wasn't here I miss my auntie im sad that she dead
I did not cry at her funeral i let my pride interfere with me shedding a tear
Mama she told me she worried about me i keep telling mama don't worry about it
I promise you that ima change the world and make me a profit
And change all our lives for the better
Just because we on the topic of family i love all my family
My sisters and brothers my friends and my cousins my aunties and uncles
Lil nigga a soldier i told ya im holding it down down down
Im sorry i dont come around round round yea yea
Back of my mind the back of my brain i got this feeling im feeling the same
My thoughts been so violent im breaking the silence
Im lacking the trust cuz these niggas ain't solid
And i put my heart and my soul in this project i don't give a f*ck if you niggas dont like it
Im blocking the hate im ignoring your comments you ask me
To save you well save it Im tired of everyone asking for favors
Im falling like angels its f*ck what you saying
Im back on my bully live life to the fullest im smoking that cookie the size of a bullet
And yea i been thinking lately, im out my mind and im outta time
And im running outta patience
And constantly contemplating I still say
I dont care what you say im going far and im not changing my ways just for love
I cant fold i wont fold tonight you must think that im scared to die
My bad dreams yea those are scary sights but those bad things will never stop the grind
And i been thinking bout you constant
Heavy on my conscience its f*cking with my mindset
I don't want you here you're hurting i can tell
Mistakes that you regret
Your inhibitions
Why wont you disappear