Beneath a heavy sky of somber gray
Hope, once vibrant, now begins to sway
A weary heart burdened by despair
Losing grip on dreams, caught in the snare
The hits they're coming in waves
I'm getting caught in the wake
The last three years have given life to my fears
And I'm beginning to think they might just manifest in me
It's not fair I just can't find a way out of my head
Every bump in the road feels like a black hole pulling me in
I need some space to breathe before this crushes me
I get no rest I'm a mess easy prey for my demons
I can't escape inside I start to believe them
Adrift in a sea of desolate tides
Throw me to the wolves just leave me here to die
It's not fair I just can't find a way out of my head
Every bump in the road feels like a black hole pulling me in
I need some space to breathe before this crushes me
I gave in, to the darkness around I can't win when the
Silence is loud I keep suppressing my worst fears
How can I push through pain when all I want to do is leave here
I spend everyday locked away as a slave to myself
On the outside I live like I'm somebody else
My emotions I've told them that's not what I feel
On the inside I'm beginning to slip
And it sounds like this
It's not fair I just can't find a way out of my head
Every bump in the road feels like a black hole pulling me in
I need some space to breathe, before this crushes me
I gave in to the darkness around I can't win when the
Silence is loud I keep suppressing my worst fears
How can I push through pain when I want to do is leave here