My Minds in a Dark Place Video (MV)

Yeah, ayy, shit
Yeah, ayy
My minds in a dark place
Damn, a very dark place
They claim that they here for me and have something to say
And overtime I learned that is never the case
Like look at my face, do I look happy
A smile can hide real feelings entirely
My veins is cold
Been through so much don't know how much I could take
I think I need a break
An end to feeling this way
My inner thoughts be killing me everyday
But I don't say things I keep to myself
In my head I'm screaming for help, cuz I'm
I'm depressed
They don't know what I'm thinking
All of this stress
They don't know what I'm feeling ayy
They claim that they real
But they never there for me ayy
In a dark place
With no help around me
What is my worth, why am I here
Why is it only me, why can't I live stress free
Negative energy is more of a friend of me then a friend will ever be
And that itself is sad to me
Life's too short and could end at any moment
Pain sticks with you and it's mentally potent
Learned that the hard way with my heart broken
The hurt will linger and it never shortens
Searching for answers
What I go through in life is standard
Self esteem sinking like an anchor
Coping my emotions in a lyrical manner
Fighting these demons all day just because I'm
I'm depressed
They don't know what I'm thinking
All of this stress
They don't know what I'm feeling ayy
They claim that they real
But they never there for me ayy
In a dark place
With no help around me