Leisure - Panic in E Lyrics

I'm just sitting down
Tv on, comfy on the couch
Now I'm in my car
Not really driving too far
Sitting at my desk
Boss just asked, "when you have a sec..."
I feel good, I feel strong
But all of a sudden internally it all goes wrong

I panic
I'm hooked
I'll show you misery
I'm buried
I'm shook
I'm married to this chain
I wrote this looking in the mirror
First thing I think when I see my face
I panic
I'm hooked
Let me reiterate

And while I'm at it, keep your hands off my soul

I panic
I'm hooked
I'll show you misery
I'm buried
I'm shook
I'm married to this chain
I wrote this looking in the mirror
First thing I think when I see my face
I panic
I'm hooked
Let me reiterate

I want to be just like I was when I wasn't how I am now
I want to go back to when feeling calm wasn't a mental vacation