Vulnerable Video (MV)

I've got the vision, I need the figures if I am gonna ball
I cannot hear you, I am not near you, need a lil closer look
People surround you, and they'll doubt you if there's no fun involved
Everyone talkin', looking at me like I am so vulnerable
They think I'm so vulnerable
I know I'm so vulnerable
They know I'm so vulnerable
I know I'm so vulnerable

I'm getting so tired of lending my heart out right now
One minute, they wanna love me, the next, they jump out
I don't know if I could go through it again by myself
I already know that the way it 'gon end will be south
If I tried to show you how I'm feeling all the time
If I let you in my heart, would you want to reside?
All the pain I'm going through, I find it hard to hide
21, I don't do drugs, I swear that I'm surprised
I don't really get why I'm alive, but I made it
All these people think that I don't try, but I made this
When this album drops, I know most will not rate it
So I'm done with that, I'll make the shit that I think's greatest
You don't want me? I don't want me
I 'wan feel something, I just won't be free
I don't really like how I've been actin' lately
I don't really myself too much, can you see?

I've got the vision, I need the figures if I am gonna ball
I cannot hear you, I am not near you, need a lil closer look
People surround you, and they'll doubt you if there's no fun involved
Everyone talkin', looking at me like I am so vulnerable
They think I'm so vulnerable
I know I'm so vulnerable
They know I'm so vulnerable
I know I'm so vulnerable

Couple years here, yeah, I've been on my own
Swear to God, man, yeah, I've been losing hope
You don't really want me, f*ck you then, just go
I've been busy making all this f*cking shit my home
Music, it doesn't need me
And people told me "I don't need you"
Running off some crazy energy
I think now I'm done, they need proof
They just wanna f*ck with my vibe
Sometimes wonder if I'm still alive
If I made it big, would I enjoy the lights?
I'm going crazy every single night
So I just wanna chill a bit and calm down
I wanna beat the pressure that I've got now
I wanna beat depression but it's hard now
Don't wanna f*ck it up, been working way too hard now

I've got the vision, I need the figures if I am gonna ball
I cannot hear you, I am not near you, need a lil closer look
People surround you, and they'll doubt you if there's no fun involved
Everyone talkin', looking at me like I am so vulnerable
They think I'm so vulnerable
I know I'm so vulnerable
They know I'm so vulnerable
I know I'm so vulnerable

I've got the vision, I need the figures if I am gonna ball
I cannot hear you, I am not near you, need a lil closer look
People surround you, and they'll doubt you if there's no fun involved
Everyone talkin', looking at me like I am so vulnerable
They think I'm so vulnerable
I know I'm so vulnerable
They know I'm so vulnerable
I know I'm so vulnerable