Leslie Mosier - Get Better Lyrics

Who was I before this
Will I make it through?
The pain is slowly creeping
'Til there's nothing I can do
My body in a circle
And clouds fill up my eyes
Wait for it to kick in
So the hurt can be disguised
Breathing just feels harder
Down I go again
Wake up, put on the makeup
And smile for the camera
Work hard, make money
Maybe that will make me feel alright
No one really knows what you're going through
But they pretend to
Say they're thinking 'bout you
I'm fine
I'll be alright
I just wanna
Get better
I feel like I'm a burden
A liability
But who am I to give a damn
When my own body turned on me
Keep pushing on to see better days
Even when it hurts
I'm not defined by the times I've cried
Or fallen to the dirt
Breathing just feels harder
Down I go again
Wake up, put on the makeup
And smile for the camera
Work hard, make money
Maybe that will make me feel alright
No one really knows what you're going through
But they pretend to
Say they're thinking 'bout you
I'm fine
I'll be alright
I just wanna
Get better
Here I go, here I go, here I go again
I'm at war with my body, my closest friend
I've been broken I've been down got up in the end
Here I go, here I go, here I go again
Wake up, put on the makeup
And smile for the camera
Work hard, make money
Maybe that will make me feel alright
No one really knows what you're going through
But they pretend to
Say they're thinking 'bout you
I'm fine
I'll be alright
I just wanna
Get better