Let me give you some insight into my insides
I haven't been this confused in such a long time
Can't believe I've spent years just losing my mind
I can't believe that 10 years have really gone by
It's been a long time
Had a plan for every year I've been alive
A million more I've built up inside of me
There's a million more that I have bottled up
Had a plan for every year I've been alive
A million more I've built up inside of me
There's a million more that I have built up
And I've f*cked up
Do you feel like the hard times are mountains you've climbed?
Lying awake it still feels like it's '89
It's been a long time
Had a plan for every year I've been alive
A million more I've built up inside of me
There's a million more that I have bottled up
Had a plan for every year I've been alive
A million more I've built up inside of me
There's a million more that I have bottled up
And I've f*cked up
Those mindless days
The plans I've made
The countless mistakes
All the times I've changed
Through the years I faced
All that's kept me sane
Every single day
Had a plan for every year I've been alive
A million more I've built up inside of me
There's a million more that I have bottled up
Had a plan for every year I've been alive
A million more I've built up inside of me
There's a million more that I have bottled up, yeah
There's a million more that I have bottled up, yeah
There's a million more that I have built up, yeah
There's a million more that I have bottled up, yeah
There's a million more that I have built up