this feeling Video (MV)

Am I ever on your mind?
Cause I think I'm losing mine
And I'm trying not to hide myself away
Can you tell that I'm depressed?
While I'm lying on your chest
And I'm building up the nerve to try and say

Cause I've never been strong
And holding on isn't easy
Slipping out of my hands and I'm falling
I'm watching you breathing
Oh and this feeling
Isn't healing
Oh and this grieving
Is beating

Running circles round my head
While I'm glued inside my bed
And the sun has barely touched my pillow case

Scattered paper on the floor
Worried knocking at the door
And the voice in my head I can't erase

Cause I've never been strong
And holding on isn't easy
Slipping out of my hands and I'm falling
I'm watching you breathing
Oh and this feeling
Isn't healing
Oh and this grieving
Is beating

Oh and this feeling
Isn't healing
Anymore