lessur - Pretend Lyrics

I'm okay
I'm alright
Been faking smiles
My whole life

I'm okay
I'm alright
Been faking smiles
My whole life

I'm okay
I'm alright
Been faking smiles
My whole life

I'm okay
I'm alright
Been faking smiles
My whole life

I really gotta get off of my phone and live a little bit
I really gotta get off of my bed and work a little bit
Sadly I find value in my work it's always on my mind
I'm a lazy worthless nuisance gotta get up on my grind
Wasted my day away in my bed again
There's a method to my madness yeah let's just pretend
And these low points always come in the form of waves
I'll likely never find solace until I meet the grave

If I'm not creating I feel more dead than alive
Take a listen to my music it's a look inside my mind
I'm not always sad but when I am I f*cking write
All about those feelings so I don't lose myself again at night
When it's three AM my creativity will thrive
But it's always an attempt to just f*cking survive
Write a couple more tracks that nobody will ever hear
But that's not why I do this shit, I just fear my end is near

Got the septum piercing and the full black attire
Posted up in my bedroom with the washer and dryer
Writing all these tracks are they some trash or some fire
Dude where you get your weed at like who's your supplier
I gotta smoke that shit up every night to f*cking cope
Cause I often have these dreams where I end up using the rope
And when I look at where I wanna be I see a steep slope
I'm always lost just searching for a single glimpse of hope, yeah

Let's be honest I don't think I'm ever gonna find it
I'd be less disappointed if I would just quit it
Scrapped a whole entire album when I lost myself again
But I'll say I did it just for practice, yeah let's just pretend

I'm okay
I'm alright
Been faking smiles
My whole life

I'm okay
I'm alright
Been faking smiles
My whole life

I'm okay
I'm alright
Been faking smiles
My whole life

I'm okay
I'm alright
Been faking smiles
My whole life