And my hands always stuck on my face
I hear the whisper of death and it's familiar embrace
Cause I been losing my path
I'm never keeping my pace
I'm thinking bout what I had and what's left in it's place
So I won't show up today
Leaving debts here unpaid
Open the window for gas
Lose myself in a haze
I don't know how I got in here
I just know I'm ashamed of the way I'm always f*cking second guessing my brain
I don't know what I want and I don't know what I need
I see blood on my heart
I see blood on the leaves
Myself, I know what I need
See
And the anxious always catching me
I feel like I'm so stuck in that
And the anxious always catching me
I feel like I'm stuck in doubt
I be dozing off
I'm gassed up like petroleum
You know what's up
Stay