Levi Hinson - Older (feat. Drew Famous) Lyrics

Yeah
I get real real tired
And real real scared
'Cause I got real real doubts
And real real fears
And I need real real help
Can someone care for me?
Yeah
And I get real real anxious
And real worn out
When I'm in my room
All by myself
I just need some time
And need some space to breathe
In the summertime

You see, I'm tryna maintain some rational thoughts
I'm going crazy, wondering If I'm passing it off
And feelings come, feelings go
I'm trapped in this box
My demons giving me advice, I'd ask them to stop
But see, sometimes my world is unkind and swirls
Around inside my brain
So uninspired I learn that
I be taking the lowest road possible with obstacles
My past in my ear, my brain, and my binoculars
I need somewhere to go
(But where to go? But where to go?)
'Cause I spent a long time alone with no tether to hope
And no knowledge of problems
Couldn't tell me to cope
I'm face to face with fears
Frozen with my ghost
And I know that I might be over before the sunset
So could my brain just maybe give a f*ck less?
And could my anxious page me when it's done?
Yes, I got these problems bothering me
Much less fear than I had before, but still imploring
God, why'd you give me these feelings that I'm exploring?
Travel through my mind, I'm taking you on a tour
No, you can't just ignore this
You're giving me thoughts with this force
And I'm torn from the boy that I used to be
Full of faith, explanations in fluency
Now I'm pacing, disgraceful, I truly see
I gotta separate myself from the youth in me
The one who never questioned
Always blind and accepting
Never looking for answers when God was never present
Now I know what my path is even through all these messes
When I'm overreacting, I look at my reflection
Self-reliance and defiance of my youth
When nobody understands, at least I can know the truth
I'll do better on my own
When I'm dealing with these issues from my home
In my brain, getting stronger
Now I'm grown and you know
Yeah

I get real real tired
And real real scared
'Cause I got real real doubts
And real real fears
And I need real real help
Can someone care for me?
Yeah
And I get real real anxious
And real worn out
When I'm in my room
All by myself
I just need some time
And need some space to breathe
In the summertime

See the ghosts
Talk to God in my sleep
Everything seeming better in my dreams
Burn it down so I never have to see it
Fight my demons
Never let them beat me
See the ghosts
Talk to God in my sleep
Everything seeming better in my dreams
Burn it down so I never have to see it
Fight my demons
Never let them beat me

I get real real tired
And real real scared
'Cause I got real real doubts
And real real fears
And I need real real help
Can someone care for me?
Yeah
And I get real real anxious
And real worn out
When I'm in my room
All by myself
I just need some time
And need some space to breathe
In the summertime