Panthera Video (MV)

Been away, here I gaze at the ceiling fan
Feeling safe, but I'm cold, yeah I need repairs
For my fam, for my friends, know this isn't fair
Spent a whole lifetime stuck up in a stare
Laughing and crying, dying inside
Picked up the pieces, I'm tryna get lined up
F*cking my pride up
Hands on my face
I been stuck in a daze
And it's a cold place for feelings
I show face, my realism cold cased
I moved at a slow pace
No ways
Maneuver through most days but really I'm struggling
Young as f*ck but I'm so aged
This don't graze the surface of my worthless feelings
Let go of the grudges hold my numbers as I work through ceilings
Go away
Old feelings surface
Couldn't conceal it
Heart of a lion, but mind in a million
Shit isn't working
I'm stupid for trying
Wasting my time
Searching for killings, I ain't feeling shit
It's only up to me to say the realest shit